Hey all... wats up... i'll start being more regular from now on ya... so got most of my results... not as good as i'd like but... what to do... i wun give up... yeah.... noway am i gonna get left behind no way.... i will make a change.... i need to come out of my shell... no more hiding from the world... i learnt that today... surprisingly from a movie... not surprisingly a disney movie.... treasure planet... i learnt that i need to chart my own course... and not follow blindly.... i learnt it from a cyborg you might say... how much meaning the movie had to me was amazing... why i din realise it before was stupid of me you might say... I will show the world what i can do.... i wun give in... not to those jerks in school... not to anyone... i will be my own person... Those of you who wun accept me the way i truly am... can very well leave... cuz you wun deserve my friendship... i will never be afraid again... i will never shed tears again... no more... I am ...ME.... The song which helped me realise this....
I'm Still Here:BY: Johnny Rzeznik:OST: Treasure planet:disney
I am a question to the world,
Not an answer to be heard.
All a moment that's held in your arms.
And what do you think you'd ever say?
I won't listen anyway...
You don't know me,
And I'll never be what you want me to be.
And what do you think you'd understand?
I'm a boy, no, I'm a man..
You can take me and throw me away.
And how can you learn what's never shown?
Yeah, you stand here on your own.
They don't know me 'cause I'm not here.
And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change,
They're the ones that stay the same.
The don't know me,
'Cause I'm not here.
And you see the things they never see
All you wanted, I could be
Now you know me, and I'm not afraid
And I wanna tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man?
They can't break me
As long as I know who I am
And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change,
They're the ones that stay the same.
They can't see me,
But I'm still here.
They can't tell me who to be,
'Cause I'm not what they see.
And the world is still sleepin',
While I keep on dreamin' for me.
And their words are just whispers
And lies that I'll never believe.
And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can they say I never change
They're the ones that stay the same.
I'm the one now,
'Cause I'm still here.
I'm the one,
'Cause I'm still here.
I'm still here.
I'm still here.
I'm still here.
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I am my own person...
those of you who truly consider me as a friend...
wun stop me from being who i am...
wun restrain me from flying free...
those of you who try...
i will leave you behind...
Cuz i am .... Me...
and no one else can do that....
Time
Disclaimer`
All Post In This Blog Are Fictional
Any similarities with any person or persons is purely coincidental...
All readers are reading out of their own will
there by no offense should be taken by any reader
So read out of your own curiosity...
Cheerio
Any similarities with any person or persons is purely coincidental...
All readers are reading out of their own will
there by no offense should be taken by any reader
So read out of your own curiosity...
Cheerio
Saturday, October 02, 2004
Saturday, September 25, 2004
I Am back
heya ... sorry for the long long period of silence... well been bz... too bz... prelims... and some other stuff... stuff which i felt i needed to do... yeah.. so like hows everybody been... Has life been treating you peeps gd... well mine has been full of ups and down... well life still sucks... just hopin thing will turn out gd in the end... yeah ... well... i seem to have no content to post today... other than the fact that today could have possibly the worst day of my life... yeah... Oh.. yeah.. i have something to say ... This is to that certain someone... and my team mate.. you know who you are... well... i am not noble... i only am doing what i have been doing all my life... being in the shadows... why you find it noble i cannot understand... you of all people should know this... what my life has been like you know... so i feel that we might have had a misunderstanding... any how... I hope our freidship remains... and that this hurdle pass us by.... yeah... nomatter what the outcome is... you will always be my friend... this is my promise.... Todays Lyrics goes out to My team Mate... and that certain some one...
Walking In The Rain:BY:A1
Sitting by the window
Singing songs of love
wishing you were here
Because the memory's not enough
Wear my mask in silence
Pretending I'm alright
If you could see the you would be
Here standing by my side
It may be hard to believe
But girl you're the only one i need
It may be hard along the way
It's this feeling i get
When blue skies turn to grey
Feels like i'm walking in the rain
I find myself trying to wash away the pain
Cause i need you to give me some shelter
Cause i'm fading away
and baby, i'm walking in the rain
Every single hour
Of every single day
I need to cry, my eyes are dry
I've cried my tears away
Can't help but remember
How you made me feel
You dressed my soul and made me whole
You made my life complete
It may be hard to believe
But girl you're the only one i need
It May be hard along the way
It's this feeling i get
When blue skies turn to grey
Feels like i'm walking in the rain
I find myself to wash away the pain
Cause i need you to give me some shelter
Cause i'm fading away
And baby, i'm walking in the rain
Of all we've said and done
Remains the memories of days
When life was fun
But now when you are gone
I sit alone to watch the
Setting of the sun
Feels like i'm walking in the rain
I find myself to wash away the pain
Cause i need you to give me some shelter
Cause i'm fading away
And baby, i'm walking in the rain
I said baby, i'm walking in the rain
_____________________________
Yeah a beautiful song....
hope you guys inder stand...
i may look alright...
but what you see is a front...
anyone who truly understands me...
Will be the one who understand what i have said...
Walking In The Rain:BY:A1
Sitting by the window
Singing songs of love
wishing you were here
Because the memory's not enough
Wear my mask in silence
Pretending I'm alright
If you could see the you would be
Here standing by my side
It may be hard to believe
But girl you're the only one i need
It may be hard along the way
It's this feeling i get
When blue skies turn to grey
Feels like i'm walking in the rain
I find myself trying to wash away the pain
Cause i need you to give me some shelter
Cause i'm fading away
and baby, i'm walking in the rain
Every single hour
Of every single day
I need to cry, my eyes are dry
I've cried my tears away
Can't help but remember
How you made me feel
You dressed my soul and made me whole
You made my life complete
It may be hard to believe
But girl you're the only one i need
It May be hard along the way
It's this feeling i get
When blue skies turn to grey
Feels like i'm walking in the rain
I find myself to wash away the pain
Cause i need you to give me some shelter
Cause i'm fading away
And baby, i'm walking in the rain
Of all we've said and done
Remains the memories of days
When life was fun
But now when you are gone
I sit alone to watch the
Setting of the sun
Feels like i'm walking in the rain
I find myself to wash away the pain
Cause i need you to give me some shelter
Cause i'm fading away
And baby, i'm walking in the rain
I said baby, i'm walking in the rain
_____________________________
Yeah a beautiful song....
hope you guys inder stand...
i may look alright...
but what you see is a front...
anyone who truly understands me...
Will be the one who understand what i have said...
Friday, September 10, 2004
HURT
My life juz took a turn for the worst.... i think i just lost 2 friends.... and well now i dunno what to do... I know i was in the wrong and i tried to appologise... but i guess that person is really really pissed... haiz... i am really really sorry... plz... i did not want this to happen... i wish we could just put this behind us... ya... i mean.. i dunno what to say... all i want to say now is i am sorry... very sorry... juz want you to know this ya... plz... dun take it to heart.. i'll post something else later... I am juz to confused right now
Thursday, September 09, 2004
The day
hey peeps sorry for the long silence ya... well i was studying this past week with The Devil herself haha... yeah.. well revision is comin along gd.... well i am kinda worried for her... yeah... she hardly knows her work... well kinda lot of it... well i have to get her to revise harder ya... well... its tough... i mean i do give in to her sometimes... yeah cuz alot of you know why... but i guess i have to put my foot down.. yeah... well i finally was able to ball with the gang again... yeah... so awesome to be on the court.... right... oh yeah..i finally know why i feel lonely... yeah cuz.. most of the time i am late... as in missing my chances yeah... yeah.. well what the heck... if things are meant to be they will be... yeah....well... todays lyric.... kinda sad... but so meaningful... yeah
25 Minutes:BY: Michael Learns To Rock
After some time I've finally made up my mind
she is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I'm searching everywhere to find her again
to tell her I love her
and I'm sorry 'bout the things I've done
I find her standing in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
but she's crying while she's saying this
Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late
Against the wind I'm going home again
wishing me back to the time when we were more than friends
But still I see her in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looked so happy in her wedding dress
but she cryed while she was saying this
Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late
Out in the streets
places where hungry hearts have nothing to eat
inside my head
still I can hear the words she said
Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late I can still hear her say.......
25 Minutes:BY: Michael Learns To Rock
After some time I've finally made up my mind
she is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I'm searching everywhere to find her again
to tell her I love her
and I'm sorry 'bout the things I've done
I find her standing in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
but she's crying while she's saying this
Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late
Against the wind I'm going home again
wishing me back to the time when we were more than friends
But still I see her in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looked so happy in her wedding dress
but she cryed while she was saying this
Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late
Out in the streets
places where hungry hearts have nothing to eat
inside my head
still I can hear the words she said
Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late I can still hear her say.......
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
Yozz
hey peeps... what up... well today is teachers day... well another shout out... then... Happy teachers day... yeah ... well i'm not really feeling that gd... partly cuz.. well alot of bad stuff been happening... however... i seems as though things are getting better... that is for the others who are affected... yeah... me well... i know I should saying this... but i will... yeah well many of you would know i like this someone in school... although she is attached... well i decided to move on ... yeah... well cuz i know ... no... i feel that the guy she is with is very gd for her... and well like.. i dun wanna disturb them... so like... i would be concentrating on my studies now... yeah... well... it is hard but... whats meant to be... will be... yeah... todays lyric is on this hardest thing... yeah
The Hardest Thing:BY: 98 degrees
We both know that I shouldn't be here
This is wrong
And, baby, it's killing me, it's killing you
Both of us tryin' to be strong
I've got somewhere else to be
Promises to keep
And someone else who loves me
And trusts me fast asleep
I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that
Chorus
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry
I can't let you see what you mean to me
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you
I know that we'll meet again
Fate has a place and time
So you can get on with your life
I've got to be cruel to be kind
Like Dr. Zhivago
All my love I'll be sending
And you will never know
'Cause there can be no happy ending
Chorus
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry
I can't let you see what you mean to me
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you
Bridge
Maybe another time, another day
As much as I want to, I can't stay
I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that
Chorus
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry
I can't let you see what you mean to me
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you
The Hardest Thing:BY: 98 degrees
We both know that I shouldn't be here
This is wrong
And, baby, it's killing me, it's killing you
Both of us tryin' to be strong
I've got somewhere else to be
Promises to keep
And someone else who loves me
And trusts me fast asleep
I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that
Chorus
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry
I can't let you see what you mean to me
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you
I know that we'll meet again
Fate has a place and time
So you can get on with your life
I've got to be cruel to be kind
Like Dr. Zhivago
All my love I'll be sending
And you will never know
'Cause there can be no happy ending
Chorus
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry
I can't let you see what you mean to me
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you
Bridge
Maybe another time, another day
As much as I want to, I can't stay
I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that
Chorus
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry
I can't let you see what you mean to me
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
heyzz
heyz... well today was the big day the day of truth... and well we failed... well you know... william Chicks and me did our besst but the bloody P.A. people cocked up bad... haiz... in the end we could not present our presentation.. why? After so much hard work... Argh... a few people shed tears... i can't take it...argh.... all our hard work gone to waste... And all because a certain someone went for a coffee break... argh.... so saddening... well Mrs Tan Our savior helped us by allowing us to show our presentation on thursday... but it would not be the same.... We did not want the entire to school to see anymore because we know they won't appreciate it... argh... haiz... any how all was not lost... i still presented Mrs Tan the bouquet in front of the whole school... yeah man..haha... well after that.... me william chicks Sj salman and MrsTan went to eat lunch... haha... gd lunch... Well i hope every thing turns out all right on thursday... haha.... Well todays Lyric is a Song which made many people cry...
The REASON:BY:Hoobastank
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I d
oAnd the reason is you
Yeah this is a superb song... haha.... I Love all you teachers.... well most of them... haha...
And I Wish all Teachers A Happy Teachers Day....
The REASON:BY:Hoobastank
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I d
oAnd the reason is you
Yeah this is a superb song... haha.... I Love all you teachers.... well most of them... haha...
And I Wish all Teachers A Happy Teachers Day....
Monday, August 30, 2004
Heyazz.
heya peeps... what's going down... righty oh... lets get straight to the point shall we... well teachers day is coming and well... i am seriously getting some stuff for the teachers you know... i mean it IS our final year.... although i know some people would beg to differ.... waving it off as a waste of time.... Who i am referring to is of to importance.... oh yeah.... i little disclaimer first...
Do Not think any of these post are related to you in any manner.... these are my personal thoughts and feelings and comments Should be under the comment sections.. not the tag board.... tag board is for day to day notices and updates... If you mistake any of this content then i can bloody well call you stupid.... Thank you for understanding and hopefully not being a complete idiot.....
Right... now well teachers day... well i got my speech ready... william is done with the power point... and it is gonna be ultra touching.... tears might be shed tomorrow... haha... we hope they will totally enjoy it... yeah well it is a special day... and we are gonna do something special... wha they had better appretiate xia... we go through so much obstacles... and never eat the whole day today... whaaa.... William, Chicks and me rock man.... lets get the party started in here.....Todays lyric is a tribute to the teachers....
Thank God I Found You:BY: 98 degrees, mariah carey and Joe
I would give up everything
Before I'd seperateyself from you
After so much suffering
I finally found unvarished truth
I was all by myself
For the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heartache
Would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life
*CHORUS*
Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My babay I'm so thankful
I found you
I will give you everything
There's nothing in this world
I wouldn't do
To insure your happiness
I cherish every part of you
'Cause without you beside me
I can't survive
Don't want to try
If you're keepin me warm
Each and every night
I'll be alright
Because I need you in my life
*CHORUS*
Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My babay I'm so thankful
I found you
See I was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back i guess
It shows that we were
Destined to shine
After the rain,
to appreciate
The gift of what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way
*CHORUS*
Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My babay I'm so thankful
I found you
Yeah this is such a beautiful lyric... yeah.... This Also goes out to all my friends... yeah thats right... i am thanking god i found you guys... peace.... The Big One Signing Off....
Do Not think any of these post are related to you in any manner.... these are my personal thoughts and feelings and comments Should be under the comment sections.. not the tag board.... tag board is for day to day notices and updates... If you mistake any of this content then i can bloody well call you stupid.... Thank you for understanding and hopefully not being a complete idiot.....
Right... now well teachers day... well i got my speech ready... william is done with the power point... and it is gonna be ultra touching.... tears might be shed tomorrow... haha... we hope they will totally enjoy it... yeah well it is a special day... and we are gonna do something special... wha they had better appretiate xia... we go through so much obstacles... and never eat the whole day today... whaaa.... William, Chicks and me rock man.... lets get the party started in here.....Todays lyric is a tribute to the teachers....
Thank God I Found You:BY: 98 degrees, mariah carey and Joe
I would give up everything
Before I'd seperateyself from you
After so much suffering
I finally found unvarished truth
I was all by myself
For the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heartache
Would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life
*CHORUS*
Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My babay I'm so thankful
I found you
I will give you everything
There's nothing in this world
I wouldn't do
To insure your happiness
I cherish every part of you
'Cause without you beside me
I can't survive
Don't want to try
If you're keepin me warm
Each and every night
I'll be alright
Because I need you in my life
*CHORUS*
Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My babay I'm so thankful
I found you
See I was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back i guess
It shows that we were
Destined to shine
After the rain,
to appreciate
The gift of what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way
*CHORUS*
Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My babay I'm so thankful
I found you
Yeah this is such a beautiful lyric... yeah.... This Also goes out to all my friends... yeah thats right... i am thanking god i found you guys... peace.... The Big One Signing Off....
Saturday, August 28, 2004
heyaaa
hey people... what up... well it seems as though there is some bad blood going around... some one is telling... yeah.... and some of my friends are getting very disturbing and hurting messages indirectly... hey come on people... it is not the time to make people feel bad... i mean would you like people to do the same things right back at ya... come on... anything wrong we should be talking to the person involved directly... not behind their backs.. or doing things that hurt the,.. come on ethics... dun do to others what you dun want done to you... yeah.... and ya...come on la... by the way... this is to the general public not to anyone in particular... juz incase any one wants to say i am refering to them and cause even more shit to occur... i'd also like to remind all those who consider me as a friend to know that i will always be around for you guys... that's what it all abt... i'll back you up when your in trouble... cheer you up when your down.... but i do hope to get the same treatment in return...yeah thats right i am sure all of you would want that right... haha... guess this blog is not really abt everyday life but more on feelings..haha... yeah... i duno... anyway... This song lyric should cheer most of you up...
Right Here Waiting:By: Richard Marx....
Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice
on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I took for granted,
all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter,
I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
yeah... relax my friends and peace... haha... The Big One Signing Off...
Right Here Waiting:By: Richard Marx....
Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice
on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I took for granted,
all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter,
I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
yeah... relax my friends and peace... haha... The Big One Signing Off...
Thursday, August 26, 2004
heyzz
Heya people... it seems that the fluctuation of gd and bad is quite obvious.... yeah... although the crest amplitude is a 2... the trough is a 4.... those who understand would get the picture... life juz plain sux... haha... hey i got a new nick name... onion prince... so insulting... but it is kinda fun to hear... haha... yeah... right chocolate princess... haha... well the pile of worksheets is getting higher... haha... of course i have been doing them.... haha... well ... i guess i just need to be a lot more optimistic... yeah... that would help... i dunno... i have lost a good friend... and i really really feel lost... i dunno what i did... or what to do... hiaz... i dunno i really pray he will come back to my life but i guess thats..... just pushing it... yeah thats it... haiz... what to do.... what to do.... just gotta live with it i guess... yeah... haha... talking to myself alot... maybe SW is right... haha.... Now for todays lyrics.... a tribute to friendship.... true friendship.... somthing i wish to have... haiz...
Friends Are Friends Forever....:By: Michael W. Smith
Packing up the dreams God planted
In the fertile soil of you
I can't believe the hopes He's granted
Means a chapter of your life is through
But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong
And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends
And with the faith and love God's given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy you live in
Is the strength that now you show
We'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong
And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends
And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends
To live as friends
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends
No a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends
Yeah... i really really nice song... haha... The Big One Signing Off....
Friends Are Friends Forever....:By: Michael W. Smith
Packing up the dreams God planted
In the fertile soil of you
I can't believe the hopes He's granted
Means a chapter of your life is through
But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong
And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends
And with the faith and love God's given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy you live in
Is the strength that now you show
We'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong
And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends
And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends
To live as friends
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends
No a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends
Yeah... i really really nice song... haha... The Big One Signing Off....
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
Yozz...
Heya... well life is as sucky as ever.. particularly since we have official mother toungue classes being started... haha... well back to the old grind... well We have been doing a lot alot of revision... and lots a test papers... however i dun find it enough... i still need more practuce... or maybe i am being paranoid... haha... well i haven posted for a very, very long time... well been kinda busy with school and stuff.... well The O's are only a month or 2 away... so... its study study study... the great thing is that they are opening the school until 9 for us to study... i find it very good... well partly cause i can't study at home... haha... you know i always have trouble at home... haha...but what to do... oh yeah... my sis is back to being a brat again... you guys can guess what she did right.. haha... well dumbasss is all i can say... haha.. well i dun thing there's anything of interest to post about so ishall post a song lyric i really like... i guess this can turn out to be a weekly thing...
Why(are we still friends) : by : 98 Degrees
We do almost everything that lovers do
And that's why it's hard just to be friends with you
Every time your heart is broken by the fool
I want you to know that it hurts me too
It's hard to wipe your tears away
Knowing that you should be with me
Now tell me why
Why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why
Everytime I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends
I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really loved cause it would mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to say
If I'm always scared, I'll lose you anyway
Somehow somewhere I've got to choose
No matter if it's win or lose
Now tell me why
Why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why
Everytime I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends
I don't wanna be like your brother
I don't wanna be your best friend
I only wanna be your lover
When will this end
If I told you that I wanna be in your life
Then you could be the woman in mine
Now tell me why
Why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why
EverytimeI find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends
Why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why
Everytime I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends
Why(are we still friends) : by : 98 Degrees
We do almost everything that lovers do
And that's why it's hard just to be friends with you
Every time your heart is broken by the fool
I want you to know that it hurts me too
It's hard to wipe your tears away
Knowing that you should be with me
Now tell me why
Why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why
Everytime I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends
I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really loved cause it would mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to say
If I'm always scared, I'll lose you anyway
Somehow somewhere I've got to choose
No matter if it's win or lose
Now tell me why
Why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why
Everytime I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends
I don't wanna be like your brother
I don't wanna be your best friend
I only wanna be your lover
When will this end
If I told you that I wanna be in your life
Then you could be the woman in mine
Now tell me why
Why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why
EverytimeI find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends
Why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why
Everytime I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends
Friday, August 20, 2004
Heyz...
Someone ratted on me... geez i wonder who.... would dare invade my privacy... haha.... nice line dun you agree.... found it of a book... well i am definitely not feeling gd... haiz... i am losing all my friends... One by One... i feel like i am being used.... haiz.... well i finally i know our securuty gaurds name... haha... get the details from me... haiz... by the way from this week on i am changing the number of post allowed to.... 4.. a few people complained that my blog loads very slowly... perhaps this will change it... and how... today... i dun feel like posting any comments... school is quite interactive as they usually are on a friday... well i gtg... buaiz...
Sunday, August 15, 2004
SIanz... Sianz...
Halo... well lets get straigt to yesterdays events.... alrigt... yesterday we had a Long Talk with madam aini.. i am sure you can guess what it is about..... yeah... mother tongue Results... yeah... well it was not gd... well at least i could go off kinda early... cuz i am not taking it... so i went back to class early... well i my opinion.... FTP results are the one which are bad.. not USSS.... you could verufy this from the result... and make a percentage comparison... well... even though many of our school's students are not academically inclined in mt... Our everall percentage is always... above national... even DISTINCTIONS... well what can i say... well after school we had Physics prac.. it was cool... surprisingly we din play ball after that... we went back home together...
Today was an overall gd day... went to school early to play ball... actually i was there alone.. training... then i went to the kopitiam to have breakfast with han chuan... after that i went to phy remedial and he went for english... Whaa... teaching DN is the HARHEST thing....Ahhh can really die of heart attack...at least i got some information through to her... whaa... Plz la DN.... You have to do well or I will DIE... that is right >>>ME<<<
haiz... what to do... well after that... me william chuan eih PL patrick ping and XX went to play ball... haha... today every one on form... haha...except XX the burden... he left quite quickly... haha... play until damn shiok... haha.... well after a while we had a challenge from the lion dance members.. haha.. well we played the game alright... finally i showed my true power... we played a full court match... haha... i scored the first ball... i beautiful Hook... assist by TCE.... The next i scored as the sixth... A jumpshot from A.... assist by william.... the last one i scored was the eleventh and final ball... rebounded PL shot and Jump Shot in the paint... haha... at first pat pl and TCE were quite nervous... well after a while me and william showed what it means to be school team... haha.... After that all the combo's came.. me and william.... me TCE PL.... TCE PL.... TCE William... Me and PL.... Me PL and William... everything... we showed the the meaning of Shi lian.... haha... we won then went to canteen relax... then i went to toilet and bathed... after that... went to Suntec with william to get the ticket... whaaa wait for the girls damn heart pain... whaa.... never mind ba... see the show... then went to eat... the go kai kai for a while the went back home.... quite gd a day.. any squabbles between me and SW will be posted at Loggerheads.... those of you who know... gd those who dun...too bad.... haha.... well the Big One Siging Off....
Today was an overall gd day... went to school early to play ball... actually i was there alone.. training... then i went to the kopitiam to have breakfast with han chuan... after that i went to phy remedial and he went for english... Whaa... teaching DN is the HARHEST thing....Ahhh can really die of heart attack...at least i got some information through to her... whaa... Plz la DN.... You have to do well or I will DIE... that is right >>>ME<<<
haiz... what to do... well after that... me william chuan eih PL patrick ping and XX went to play ball... haha... today every one on form... haha...except XX the burden... he left quite quickly... haha... play until damn shiok... haha.... well after a while we had a challenge from the lion dance members.. haha.. well we played the game alright... finally i showed my true power... we played a full court match... haha... i scored the first ball... i beautiful Hook... assist by TCE.... The next i scored as the sixth... A jumpshot from A.... assist by william.... the last one i scored was the eleventh and final ball... rebounded PL shot and Jump Shot in the paint... haha... at first pat pl and TCE were quite nervous... well after a while me and william showed what it means to be school team... haha.... After that all the combo's came.. me and william.... me TCE PL.... TCE PL.... TCE William... Me and PL.... Me PL and William... everything... we showed the the meaning of Shi lian.... haha... we won then went to canteen relax... then i went to toilet and bathed... after that... went to Suntec with william to get the ticket... whaaa wait for the girls damn heart pain... whaa.... never mind ba... see the show... then went to eat... the go kai kai for a while the went back home.... quite gd a day.. any squabbles between me and SW will be posted at Loggerheads.... those of you who know... gd those who dun...too bad.... haha.... well the Big One Siging Off....
Thursday, August 12, 2004
yoz..
heyz... what up peeps... well like i haven been blogging that regularly... well been studying.... seriously... even today after remedial... i went home with pl ... Then we go mac and study.... ok la... oh yeah today O level MT results came out... alot of dissapoint ment.... Dun cry My SW square partner....okies... haha.. feeling better liao mah? anything can call hor.... haha...well the past few days we have been seriously revising... nothing much to do in school anymore... played a bit of ball yesterday... had to la... no P.E. this week... no outage for stress... murderous...haha...well thats about every thing really... now is the O level oral coming up... wish all gd luck.... haha... okie buiaz....
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
Heyz...
Yo people... sorry i haven't updated for a while... well life is as same as always.... sux... yeah... but at least there are some gd moments... friday was national day cum speech day performance.... remember i posed the question how the school was going to control us animals...[no offence]... well they some how managed... i dun really know how cuz i was in the history room helping with the choir... we had things to do... it was cool... yeah... we had to make sure the audio guy did not make any mistakes... well he din thankfully.... Me and chicks got the choir running well so it was cool... got them to rehearse a bit b4 mrs kwek came.... haha... then me and chicks became camera men for the day... haha... in the choir room we took alot pics of the choir peeps... mrs kwek brought her digicam... i took a pic with my daughter too... haha... well that was the main part of the day... whacked the buffet with chris after that... went back home... salman came... had some fun... now...
Saturday...
went to school... had physics remedial... 4 hours total... of course there was a lunch break... then mr tham treat a few of us to drink... best xia... haha... had alot of fun... then after that played ball Xuxiao really is a burden... haiz... nevermind... me and william were hot... he blocked chuan eih once... i blocked chuan eih twice and pl once... i loved it... me and will tag team until poh loong damn sian... haha.... damn fun... after that we went to central and william bought his fifa.... then we went to kovan to eat bk.... damn shiok... haha all in all a gd day...
Sunday...
finally poh loong's birthday.... I called deanne and ian ling to come as well... we all met at potong mac at 5.... then met deanne and ian at potong mrt... then we walked to poh loongs house... damn fun... wei jie also came... Deanne thought we cheated her saying that shann and sw were coming... in the end they came only quite late.... Maine also came... she actually came juz to give pl his present... but in the end she stayed a while... then we had great food... seriously great food... especially the prawn... then we played a few rounds of guess the number.... haha... it was so fun... after thawe watched the chinese show... i not sure of the han yu pin yin... i think it is shi ling men..... any way it was supposed to be the last episode... in the end cheat our feelings... haha... after that me pl william sw shann deanne and ian wanted to go see fire works... in the end it started without us... so wee all decided to play ball.... william ran back to pl house and the whole team came down to play ball... so fun... Ah kun also came... he really proved to us he is the best of the best man... haha... after playing went back to pl house drank a bit of water then went back home... quite gd...
Monday
national day... well woke up and went to the temple for some long long prayer so sian.... then came home play some games... watched the ndp 2004... the SINGAPORE IDOL.... it was so hillarious... one of my friends actually took part... elissa... why did you cry girl... dun worry...now i am bloggin... so thats about. it... by the way naz dun worry.... i am always here for you... and you can count on me to be by your side.... peace.... well The Big One Signing Off.....
Saturday...
went to school... had physics remedial... 4 hours total... of course there was a lunch break... then mr tham treat a few of us to drink... best xia... haha... had alot of fun... then after that played ball Xuxiao really is a burden... haiz... nevermind... me and william were hot... he blocked chuan eih once... i blocked chuan eih twice and pl once... i loved it... me and will tag team until poh loong damn sian... haha.... damn fun... after that we went to central and william bought his fifa.... then we went to kovan to eat bk.... damn shiok... haha all in all a gd day...
Sunday...
finally poh loong's birthday.... I called deanne and ian ling to come as well... we all met at potong mac at 5.... then met deanne and ian at potong mrt... then we walked to poh loongs house... damn fun... wei jie also came... Deanne thought we cheated her saying that shann and sw were coming... in the end they came only quite late.... Maine also came... she actually came juz to give pl his present... but in the end she stayed a while... then we had great food... seriously great food... especially the prawn... then we played a few rounds of guess the number.... haha... it was so fun... after thawe watched the chinese show... i not sure of the han yu pin yin... i think it is shi ling men..... any way it was supposed to be the last episode... in the end cheat our feelings... haha... after that me pl william sw shann deanne and ian wanted to go see fire works... in the end it started without us... so wee all decided to play ball.... william ran back to pl house and the whole team came down to play ball... so fun... Ah kun also came... he really proved to us he is the best of the best man... haha... after playing went back to pl house drank a bit of water then went back home... quite gd...
Monday
national day... well woke up and went to the temple for some long long prayer so sian.... then came home play some games... watched the ndp 2004... the SINGAPORE IDOL.... it was so hillarious... one of my friends actually took part... elissa... why did you cry girl... dun worry...now i am bloggin... so thats about. it... by the way naz dun worry.... i am always here for you... and you can count on me to be by your side.... peace.... well The Big One Signing Off.....
Thursday, August 05, 2004
hi...
hey all.... well today was the day of the marathon... i din take part well partly cuz i was lazy... the other part... also lazy.... haha.... well nothing much... went swimming... went to school for the damned practical... sianz... then went to eat sakae sushi... so sian.... i got nothing to post today... i dun even know why i am trying... haiz.... well i shall play some games now.... byebye
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
hey...
Heyz... well today... life juz plainly sucks... i mean... really... haiz...
let us go throught the daily procedure then... first lesson of the day... the school is crazy... to a LARGE extent... First things first... What school image... this school does not even seem to know.... that they do not... DO NOT... have a reputation to be proud off.... and i would glady take the comments of anonymous some other time.... So now you are asking us to bring our home clothes in OUR bags.... And change to it if we are going to commit a "so called" crime.... give me a break.... dun you think that people will acually ask what school we are from... if they don't i think they might have already guessed...
next thing... school lesson... Chemistry test was a piece of cake... kinda easy... seriously... whoever found it hard must not have studied....
then Add Maths... same as usual... go through exam papers... not too bad...
P.E. finally we could play some ball... not to bad...
Recess was very eventful... Mr SJ decided he needed lunch so he went to the canteen to eat... when we had already provided stuff for him... what the heck... it was fun though our mother came... and most of the class enjoyed themselves... after that was... sally eng... the most....I Repeat ... The MOST... Lousiest teacher i have ever come across in my ENTIRE life.... hiaz.... waht to do...
next was emaths half of it was sacrificed for some STUPID... Assembly session...
Well you know our school right... the foyer there.... out side the quadrangle.... well the whole school[ population 1275] has to be on their respective level and stand around the damned quadrangle... What a joke... i wonder who can control the lot of animals we call students... no offence there.... i mean seriously... Why The quadrangle.... well i will never know...
after school went to makan... well talked to poh loong... abt this sunday.... and i was literally crushed.... Well i guess he would treat others more as friends than he treats me.... or perhaps he holds a higher respect for them... well what can i say... i know when i am not invited... i juz want to know why.... haiz.... i dunno life is so unfair...
I have to appologise to deanne... thanx for you concern k... i din mean not to tell you... it is juz that i wanted some time alone... i will talk to you tomorrow... i guess i have to say this.... [ A True Friend Will Accept You For Who You Are... And Not Expect You To Be Someone You Are Not...]
i guess not many people might treat me as a true friend... hey what to do it is my life.... and i will only know i have true friends when [ A true friend walks in..... when the whole world walks out...] haiz...
saddening..... well i should be signing off.... The Big One Signing Off...
let us go throught the daily procedure then... first lesson of the day... the school is crazy... to a LARGE extent... First things first... What school image... this school does not even seem to know.... that they do not... DO NOT... have a reputation to be proud off.... and i would glady take the comments of anonymous some other time.... So now you are asking us to bring our home clothes in OUR bags.... And change to it if we are going to commit a "so called" crime.... give me a break.... dun you think that people will acually ask what school we are from... if they don't i think they might have already guessed...
next thing... school lesson... Chemistry test was a piece of cake... kinda easy... seriously... whoever found it hard must not have studied....
then Add Maths... same as usual... go through exam papers... not too bad...
P.E. finally we could play some ball... not to bad...
Recess was very eventful... Mr SJ decided he needed lunch so he went to the canteen to eat... when we had already provided stuff for him... what the heck... it was fun though our mother came... and most of the class enjoyed themselves... after that was... sally eng... the most....I Repeat ... The MOST... Lousiest teacher i have ever come across in my ENTIRE life.... hiaz.... waht to do...
next was emaths half of it was sacrificed for some STUPID... Assembly session...
Well you know our school right... the foyer there.... out side the quadrangle.... well the whole school[ population 1275] has to be on their respective level and stand around the damned quadrangle... What a joke... i wonder who can control the lot of animals we call students... no offence there.... i mean seriously... Why The quadrangle.... well i will never know...
after school went to makan... well talked to poh loong... abt this sunday.... and i was literally crushed.... Well i guess he would treat others more as friends than he treats me.... or perhaps he holds a higher respect for them... well what can i say... i know when i am not invited... i juz want to know why.... haiz.... i dunno life is so unfair...
I have to appologise to deanne... thanx for you concern k... i din mean not to tell you... it is juz that i wanted some time alone... i will talk to you tomorrow... i guess i have to say this.... [ A True Friend Will Accept You For Who You Are... And Not Expect You To Be Someone You Are Not...]
i guess not many people might treat me as a true friend... hey what to do it is my life.... and i will only know i have true friends when [ A true friend walks in..... when the whole world walks out...] haiz...
saddening..... well i should be signing off.... The Big One Signing Off...
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
Heyzzz
halo.... well it is the same story... monday... well another public caning... perhaps this school should enrol in a competition for most public caning given... i am serious... it is like once every week....
now on the the daily procedure of my nearly meaningless life...
SS well we had a very interctive discussion on venice... only due to the fact the miss Kavitha happened to forget to bring her stuff to school... more correctly.. our stuff... well i think she could really really use a nice long vacation.... seriosly... she looks exhausted...
next was Add maths... feeling gd as i was actually able to do most of the sums... Nothing too exciting....
next P.E. The blardy weak fellow.... now i think he is gay... make us play captain ball.... ultra sian..... haiz... nevermind...
recess uneventfull as usual...
next geography.... Miss ENg .... as usual... the time to sleep...
physics was actually the best conducted lesson today.... i actually learned something and could teach deanne...haha...
assembly... uneventfull exceptthat we had to sing the nations songs... not too bad...
then... ss remedial... haha... i am dead for sure.. my paper is half empty....
after school it was too macdonalds...... enjoyed our selves... me ping william salman and sj went... went shopping for a gift for a certain some one... [private policy....] it was cool... hope that the person likes it....
well that is my day to day.... nothing else... The Big One Signing Off.....
now on the the daily procedure of my nearly meaningless life...
SS well we had a very interctive discussion on venice... only due to the fact the miss Kavitha happened to forget to bring her stuff to school... more correctly.. our stuff... well i think she could really really use a nice long vacation.... seriosly... she looks exhausted...
next was Add maths... feeling gd as i was actually able to do most of the sums... Nothing too exciting....
next P.E. The blardy weak fellow.... now i think he is gay... make us play captain ball.... ultra sian..... haiz... nevermind...
recess uneventfull as usual...
next geography.... Miss ENg .... as usual... the time to sleep...
physics was actually the best conducted lesson today.... i actually learned something and could teach deanne...haha...
assembly... uneventfull exceptthat we had to sing the nations songs... not too bad...
then... ss remedial... haha... i am dead for sure.. my paper is half empty....
after school it was too macdonalds...... enjoyed our selves... me ping william salman and sj went... went shopping for a gift for a certain some one... [private policy....] it was cool... hope that the person likes it....
well that is my day to day.... nothing else... The Big One Signing Off.....
Sunday, August 01, 2004
halo...
today was a great day except for some friction here and there..... but no sweat... well today went to school to play ball... damn fun... as usual... the team went.... only missing wei jie... well overall it was gd except when me and paul had some "close" brushes... but it blew over quick... then after that the blardy rain come... haiz sianz... its ok talk alot of crap at canteen... then when rain stopped went back to play... after a while drizzle... damn sian... met watson... then we all go eat long john.... met fabby there.... from there watson go home while the rest of us went swimming... damn fun... poh loong kenna busted like hell xia... damn funny... well after that go home... witness a rage between mother and daughter.... sianz xia... almost everyday liao.... haiz... now i blogging.... also talking to deanne and nazreen... thats about it i guess... The Big One Signing Off...
Saturday, July 31, 2004
Hey....
Hi Peeps... i haven been online for a while... well truthfully my life has been ultra sucky for the past few days... haiz... well ever since the day after lanning... ping has not been talking to me... everytime i try he avoids me... i dun know what the hell is up with him... i don't even know if i did something wrong... hey you can tell me you know ping... like i won't understand like that xia...haiz.. i dunno la... well Alot of things have happened ove r the last few days... well... most are confidential so a full stop there... you know it is really fun to talk to deanne ... she is so funny... haha... any hows... well salman and will both got their QD's haiz sianz.. all they do is play xia... what the hell dun care la... well studying harder these days... well i really have to buck up... especially my add math and sciences.... haiz... what to do.. life is not getting easier... well i din have tuition the 2 days... but well i dunno.. seems like my cus is kinda sick... haha.... yesterday... i went back home after school... din want to go to mac with the guys... i guess i am slowly being rejected back to being so called friendless again... haiz... i dunno what i should do or say.. life is so damn confusing... haiz i dun feel like blogging now... i dunno i might be back later updating this post... haiz....
Monday, July 26, 2004
Heyz...
Hey peeps.... Whats up... Well i coild not blog yesterday juz well it was late and i wanted to sleep.... Well Yesterday i went to school my initial plan was to meet Pl william they all for ballin.... I got there early and wanted to mop the place up...[rain night B4].... Well Juz as I was abt to start guess what happened?... Thunder Storm... Whoopee.... Super Sian... So in the end no one came and i had to go for choir... Even more sian.... haiz haiz....well after school Played Black jack with chikon and some other people... win some money xia... not bad.... well after that... Me Naz, Kum Kum went to mac to meet SJ..... Help KumKum with her speech..... Whaa Damn funny... Make fun of each other until damn Chia Lat... haha.... Took so many whacky pics of Kum Kum...[ If your wondering kum kum is kumari...] haha.... So many jokes xia... we were there till 4+... Then we went back i went to the bball court near my house to relieve some stress.... I went Back home at 8 +... Yeah i know you might be wondering why i din blog... well my dad scolded me for no reason again... so what did i do... i juz went to bed.... Well Today i went to school for the performance.... It was cool.... The food was gd as well.... haha..... Played Black Jack again... haha earn even more money.... Damn fun.... Haha... well the performance was ok... even the Minister came to congratulate us... not bad xia..... haha... after that went back choir room... change... then we all went for lunch... My poor Daughter...[ shu hui] cannot eat vegetarian... so sad.... well later we went to look at the sale.... I saw The Big Big Bear.... wha i wanted to buy.... I know who will want it.... haha so cheep $5 only... But it was already sold.... sianz.... haha then help shunui get a balloon.... she damn funny xia..... after that go home.... haiz sian.... eat a bit... do my speech playgame continue speech.. now blogging... nothing better to do.... Haiz sianz... well The Big One Signing Off....
Saturday, July 24, 2004
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hey all... today started pretty good.... Well pccg lesson was interesting... had a play... it was very meaningful.... well social lesson had a test on merger seperation, sri lanka and northern ireland... Sure fail wan lah.... haha.... well after that was physics.... it was very good as i got to learn a lot better in that small a group... and it is clearer too... after recess... english... well the rest of the class had to do summary while i sat with mrs tan to go through my speech... whaaa finally i had finished...hopefully it is good enough.... haha... well after school i came home to take money then went back to school.... Had chem remedial today.... I passed my test xia... damn loving it... and pass quite well also leh.... Siwei Also Pass Xia... Must BE tyco one... DN also... All So tyco... Haha..... well after that we planned to go to BK.. this time i asked siwei and DN.... In the end a total of 11 of us went... Damn fun... Those who went... Salman, william, pohloong, chuan eih, ping, DN, SW, Shann, eunice, Amanda and me... Damn fun.... Go there we had a sharing session... Every one was asked a few questions... All in all it was good... i found out what people really think about me... It was an enlightening experience.... well after that we all went to take neo print.... haha... damn fun... all squeezed only william... Act cool only xia... haha jkjk..... after that they all went home... then me and william and ping went shopping for some stuff... we met one of pings cousins and aunty there... wha ping kenna busted xia.... We accidentaly revealed a secret... haha... hope nothing bad happen lo.... damn funny after that went home..... nothing much after that.... other than getting scolded for no reason again... haiz.... sianz..... The Big One Signing Off.........
Friday, July 23, 2004
Hey all...
I am so pissed.... Someone Actually had the cheek to open my bag tear up my compo and take my speech.. If i find out who it was i think i wll murder... What the Well man... tear the compo nvm la... Must Take my speech issit... i have a rough feeling who it might be but i win put any names down yet... i suggest that that person plz return my speech or i think i might just visit mrs tan, tell her who i suspect and why.... and i do believe i have every right to suspect that person... Siwei i am sure now that some one took it i check home like a mad when i came back.... i am sick of this first my pencilcase now this... damn irritating... I'd guess people whould never change... but what the hell any way today was gd the chem test was not all that hard.... physics also i understand... looks like my revision is working hopefully it would be enough make it to the course of my choice... Haiz... Well i have just redid my speech.. and if anything happens to this one i am going to go crazy.. i mean crazy... haiz still got comprehension to do after that revision... maybe i would be doing A. maths.... Kinda depends... i need to revise kinematics and relative velocity closely... getting kinda stumped at the questions... well after school remedial was ok... mrs ng was there so it was good as i could ask her about the sums... after that i had to go for choir... found out what colour the shirt was... not too bad a kinda deep blue... well this sat is the rehearsal and sunday is tha day... Anyone going? i dunno hopefully people go... i dun want to perform for nothing... well after the quick briefing i went for my add maths remedial... it was on sets... well iactually founf id easier than the midyear one..... hopefully mrs ng would get harder sums soon.... heard that today was the 3rd 4th placing match.. for the inter class bball... 3t1 against 4e5... i hope 4e5 win... i would feel better.... i heard paul organised a friendly with 4e4.... hope we can win... Well i should be getting back to my compo... The Big One Signing Off
Thursday, July 22, 2004
HI.... Sianz...
Hi All... The Day was ok today... I think pauk is still mad at me... Haiz dunno la... Still The same .... Maybe it was my fault.... haiz... Today morn i saw the msg from sw... I looked for the thinner but cannot find... sorry hor.... And what thing about Physics ten year series.... Then Later in class me DN and SW were dicussing the davinci code.... Whaaa Say i cheat their feelings.... No fun wan... Haiz After that they went into a discussion bout Paganism and christianity.... for some unknown reason they left me out of it... Sad... nvm... after recess went to com lab for cme again.... haha so fun... discussing bout presidents..... after that had english period... I think SW need glasses xia... xan read words that are not there.... and can read words differently... damn funny... yah today i think got fight xia... between parthiban and some FTP guy.....damn Lame Shouting from one level to the other.... crazy one.... Haiz... After school oral... damn sian xia i think i fail.... If really fail ah i can go die liao la.... After oralWent to talk with SW eunice and connie... SW still trying to guess who i like... even eunice guess liao leh..... So funny Xia.... haha... Haiz now i have to redo my speech... and still got compo to do... die xia.... I am halfway through my compo liao... Dunno how to do the speech ... Haiz i should not have spoken so confidently.... Sianz... And i have to present next monday.... What a joke... And my topic so hard... xia la... dieing.... still have to practice for the impromtu..... haiz... i think i going to pass out liao la.... See how la... I hope i dun need to perfrom in front of the class... embarassing xia.. Haiz now doing compo... hope can finish xia... or else i finish for sure.... Later i may be back... The Big One Signing Off.....
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
Heyz....
Hey All.... Haiz Feeling sian..... Today Kenna Busted... Say I the One Who Cause The Team To Lose.... Paul Do you really Think so??? You Know It IS very Hurting.... I feel So Crushed.... Am I The Only One Who Make Mistakes.... Do You Think i Want the team to lose??? I Dunno Lah.... Feel DAmn Lost Bout It NOw... After What We Did In P.E. Do You Really Think So Still??? Haiz.... Any Way... Mrs Tan finally read through my speech.... she wanted me to improve more on it... Looks like it's back to the drawing board... Is Obsession A gd Topic... Plz Post a comment.... Well After recess Me And deanne Suan Siwei... HaHa So funny She thought she knew who i like... She guessed so many names but none were on target... Ha Ha... It Was So Obvious Who I Liked That Even Deanne Could guess.... Well We Suan Her Like hell Ha Ha.... I Think She Tried TO Ignore me... Haha... She talked to her eraser... tried to make fun of me... i did the same only i talked to my calculator... it was so lame.... haha... Haiz Deanne Asked Me to tell That Person That I liked That Person... But I dunno... I dun Have The Guts.... Haiz I guess It is the Fear Of Rejection.... Haiz... Well After School Got maths competition.... Total waste of time and money.... Haiz... After that went to BK.... I called SW but she went out i think so never mind... Me william Poh loong Chuan eih chikon and salman went... so Lame we went there din have the chicken whopper offer... Y? No Stock Lame RIght... But William Was A genious Say Lets Go Kopitiam...Ha Ha so they gave us offer.... In the end i still ate the Whopper meal... Normal Whopper i mean.... There We met Dorothy and edward... Learnt all about JC life... Wow i see the time table can faint... Finish at 4.45..... Well i learnt all the tricks of the trade from them... Suddenly Ping and bobby came... First time i see bobby... He is a very nice guy... So fun to be with... From then on the suaning of ping began... Ha Ha.. SO nice to be with frenz... tomolo we going far east... see phone... They might be buying... after that go home with bobby... He live in Yio Chu Kang So i can go home with him... Fun talking to him...Ping Sure gonna kill us tomolo... Haha...Well...Juz now had tuition.. studied physics.... Now Bloggin.. was chatting with WATSON... Crap xia.. But What the heck... Brother is brother.... Ha Ha... Anyway i think i should be signing off... The Big One Signing Off......
Monday, July 19, 2004
Wassup...
Hey People... How's it going? any way.... Sat was ok.... I went to School in the morning to play bball.... It was cool... Had Loads of fun.... After that went to mac at potong to study with Naz and SJ... So funny... Naz brought some cake... so sweet of her... well after studying we walked al the way to USSS there.... then went to The Salvationg Army.... Had some gd stuff there..... After that... i went home... bathed and went out to meet PL william TCE... we went to jeremy's house... His Bdae party... damn fun... We played ball at the indoor court and .....CHUAN EIH DUNKED amazing.... Wow... We had some food... Played truth or dare with the girls and Some 4E1 guys... Oh yeah.. Made a lot of frenz from 4E1.... Not A bad day....
Now Today..............
I woke At 12 pm.... For no rhyme or reason..... My dad scolded me...... Not surprising... i think he is Biased against me... Still Has not appologised for the money incident.... Well i went out in the after noon met ping and bought Charmaine's bDae present... Yeah i wished her At midnight Last night.... Hope She is feeling better about her Piano..... Well i came back home and right now blogging.... Not really an interesting day.... Atill Pissed With my dad... Haiz.. Well The Big One Signing Off.....
Now Today..............
I woke At 12 pm.... For no rhyme or reason..... My dad scolded me...... Not surprising... i think he is Biased against me... Still Has not appologised for the money incident.... Well i went out in the after noon met ping and bought Charmaine's bDae present... Yeah i wished her At midnight Last night.... Hope She is feeling better about her Piano..... Well i came back home and right now blogging.... Not really an interesting day.... Atill Pissed With my dad... Haiz.. Well The Big One Signing Off.....
Saturday, July 17, 2004
I Am Back
Hey all thanx for your concern you guys.... You guy are so sweet.... "blushing" haha... Well the culprit was found out.... Guess Who? Anyone? well it was my sister.... What a stuck up B*tch she is..... not that i lke to use vulgarities but this was insane... She had the consience to say that i did it.... Wow.... I was so pissed... Anyway i am also pissed with FABIAN..... What the hell he still needs to grow up... he is such a pain..... I fought with him again.... on wednesday..... yesterday i nearly fought with him cuz he pissed me..... gd thing it was during class.... And better for having frenz like Poh loong, Deanne, Siwei and Ian ling....Not Forgetting Kenneth Lai... I might have blown up twice in a row if they were not there.... Now today.... Man I saw something which i should not se.... [not commenting any further]..... haiz.... now, Poh loong.... how can you do that to me..... damn irritating leh.... i did something wrong meh... no right.... wha kaoz... make me pissed... like i not pissed enough like that.... Yeah fabian started his crap again today.... that was why i was pissed..... er.... well... we had banding for physics today... it was gd.... ms wang is a superb teacher.... well i do hope my chem and physic's marks will pull up... speaking of chem... Chi kon, Kenneth and me did not go for remedial today cuz we had rehearsal... woopee... Now i am even more concerned for my chemistry..... i definitely dun wanna follow in chikon' footsteps and go to ITE.... Well.... I Still am pissed.... But.... what the heck.... Today the rehearsal was ok.... Kinda Lame as it was actually the speech day rehearsal... Well i guess i am going off may be back later.... The Big One Signing Off
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
Tuesday...
Fark... My own dad thinks i stole $200+ dollars from him.... and they were all coins... what the hell... like everytime something goes wrong i am the culprit... I hate this... He wanted to call the police... He threatened to kill.... What the hell.. It is so irritating... Why is so many things going wrong... Some one help... i really feel so desperate... Why is the oldest one always the scapegoat... My life is getting worse by the minute... I Feel so confused... In the first place... How can it be me... i leave B4 my parents and reach home after them... Help me... some one anyone...i feel like God has cursed me... I really feel like running from home now... I figure it would better for me... No one really cares for me... I am always the odd one out... No one would really spend time with me... now even my family... In school also... i am the one who gets bullied... I have had so many hardships and they still dun seem to be ending.. I am going Crazy... This could be the last blog i write... He might even kill me tonight... He wants to know the truth... Why is it what i say is false... I guess i had better say the things in my heart... Yani, Naz, Ping, Pl.... Thanx for being there for me.... If the police come to investigate i am sure you all will lose your trust in me...Yeah Ruby too... SW i am sorry i always make fun of you... you too deanne... SW i hope you wun forget the times we had k? I wun... Haiz... I will only say these to people who treat me as a true fren.... I LOVE YOU GUYS...
I Hope to see you guys tomorrow in school... Peace k...
I Hope to see you guys tomorrow in school... Peace k...
Monday, July 12, 2004
Monday...
Feeling much better.... Bout those stuff... could not find time to talk to nazreen.. kinda bz day really... I hope that things will remain as they are.... And i hope that PEOPLE WILL GROW UP yeah... really what a pain in the arse people can be... Played some ball today... nearly sprained my ankle again... Ouch... Finally i began seriously studying... Had both humans today... geog was as usual the sleeping lesson.... Social i bit tought to sleep... Miss Kavitha's eyes are gd... after school social remedial... WHAT A PAIN... Haiz i am sure gonna die when she see's my paper... But i wun die alone...PING will die with me... MUWAHAHAHAHA... After school i went out with the guys to BK... Enjoyed the Whopper meal.... Only 3.90.... went back home and had tuition... pretty boring but that's my life... Well next week is interclass BBall and soccer.... i hope everyone will come cheer us on... Especially the girls.... Hahaha... Siwei must come hor... Hahahaha... I guess thats abt it.... The Big One Signing Off.... 8:21 PM
Sunday, July 11, 2004
Sobz....
Hey all... Haiz not feeling gd...Had bad news... Saturday was the muster parade and well it was so boring...Had nothing to do... Well after that me salman shahjahan and rino went to mac to eat...On the way to mac we were mobbed by Donation boxes... Aaargh... at mac we met nazreen and yani that group...And SJ Shared with us his flirting skills... haha... When we left which was about 11.. i had to go buy some stationary.. SJ and naz tagged along... so sweet of them... later that evening me william PL Siwei Eunice Paul Fabian and ping went out to eat steam boat... so nice... it was a buffet but only $10...Then the bad part the conversation was getting out of hand and suddenly for no apparent reason and got Xia Lan until crazy... Even After the food we were walking to marina bay mrt also i kenna... Paul and eunice... Fabian....All made fun i was getting so mad... Siwei then asked us to stay over at her place... I called my parents...but to no avail i felt weird... like something bad was about to happen... So i did no go to SW house at all... I am glad i din... After hearing things from ping this morning i think i would have gone crazy... The last thing i did was to call shann and wish her happy bdae at Midnight.
today... Went out to study...Then play lan...After what ping told me i began contemplating alot... Then ping made me feel better by saying a piece of information that he left out...even still i din feel gd... i went to play ball to vent out my feeling but i could not... i could not stop thinking... Haiz What a BAD Weekend it was... I am feelng so confused right now... I dun know what i should do... Thing always seem to be happening against me...I need some answers... And someone who cares to tell them to me... Haiz... I haven felt like this B4... I want to talk to someone but i always falter... i guess it was not meant to be... i dun even feel like signing off....What the hell....Haiz...
today... Went out to study...Then play lan...After what ping told me i began contemplating alot... Then ping made me feel better by saying a piece of information that he left out...even still i din feel gd... i went to play ball to vent out my feeling but i could not... i could not stop thinking... Haiz What a BAD Weekend it was... I am feelng so confused right now... I dun know what i should do... Thing always seem to be happening against me...I need some answers... And someone who cares to tell them to me... Haiz... I haven felt like this B4... I want to talk to someone but i always falter... i guess it was not meant to be... i dun even feel like signing off....What the hell....Haiz...
Monday, July 05, 2004
sunday and monday.
Wow no time to blog yesterday....had prayers until 12+.... well hi all...yesterday was plain boring... went to the lanshop only to find that i can't connect to battle net....super sian.... whole day wasted..haiz today....ping PS us man he cannot play lan...and he said can yesterday.... haiz...so playing game....Hitman...then study some physics......now helping yani with her coursework....hope she does ok...Well the Big One Signing Off.....
Sunday, July 04, 2004
Sat...
Hey all...Well Sat was ok...went to school to play ball and thats it...well shot some videos of pl william and chuan eih...and will took a pic of me....heehee ok lah...well played some games then blogged...well bye all....The Big One Signing Off...
Friday, July 02, 2004
Friday at last....
Finally Friday...and boy after recess is the best...It was mother tongue period and since i was taking basic mother tongue..i din have to go to class...woohoo..went to the library and lazed at the reading corner...reading a few books and all....now to rant... Aaaargh...Mrs yong chose me, chikon and kenneth to lead the choir[ and most probably the whole school] in racial harmony day songs.... WHAT A DRAG....Dang..Well after that we had physics...Oh yeah Ping Lent me his 3650... so nice man...and i lent me t 300 to SiWei...Her Phone Got confiscated...long story....well i wish ALL the best to everyone...tomolo...May the force be with you... The Big One Signing Off....9:37 PM
Thursday, July 01, 2004
Thursday.....
Hey all...Today we finally met our new P.E. teacher Mr. Loganathan...we can call him logan[x.men logan...you know what i mean]. Anyway according to reliable sources he is a good teacher. i hope so..what the heck today the speech was alright. i mean nothing wierd happened...hopefully and well the guys were ok for some unknown reason..well after school played some balll came home tuition and now blogging .....what a GOD DAMN BORING DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!Need to blow off steam buaiz...Big One Signing Off...8:49 PM
Wednesday, June 30, 2004
Wednesday...
Aaaaaah....i am literally dying.. today mrs tan ask us to memorise our speech. But i din even do a speech...i told her and she said tomorrow you are speaking...asked her to throw a topic to me and i got obsession....now i am Dying i am supposed to prepare a 3 minute speech overnite? Aaaah...What am i going to do? I am definitely going to be the laughing stock of the class tomorrow....well today...we had the inter house finals between yellow and blue house[i play for blue]...And Blue house got the championship...WOOHOO...What's more the last and final shot scored was by me....Yeah man...life rox..next up inter class well i better get back to my speech...The Big One Signing Off...10:13 pm...YAWNZzz
Tuesday, June 29, 2004
Tuesday....2nd day of school
Heyz ppl..how is school today...well today was boring as ever in school....well cuz we had double potions[chem] herbology[geog] double advanced arithmancy[A. maths] double history of magic[social studies] and charms[english]....well professer Tan did not come today and she has yet to reply my owl....well...after school was a totally diff stary... a HUGE group of us initially planned to go KFC.,.in the end some people Pang Seh us...so only me salman and chick went there....Well after the Lunch was [cheated of $1.30] i went to potong to play ball with pl and william and well played till bout 6:30...went back homw had tuition...now writing this post....come to think of it it was a damn boring day....Oh yeah..leyna's Bdae in 2 dayz...well ganna go to bed...The Big One Signing Off....10:20 pm.....
Monday, June 28, 2004
First Day Of School
Heya pple...First day of school...hope everyone got what mr tham said today...well...it is back to the old grind.....with an added twist... you guys know what i mean the 'O's... listening is sooo close and so is oral.....Well today after school i was in the library...teaching naz and pat E-maths... Went back with Naz later...She is da bomb... very funny... well after that me and ping went to the land shop to play b.net...met wei leong. patrick and william online...Wei leong idiot...suan me like hell...i won't forget thins leongzzz...anyway we played for abt 2 hours weiloeng patrick ping and william treat me....happy man...well..thats all there is today...juz abt to do some hmewrk before i hit the sack...The Big One Signing Off...9:00 pm exactly
Sunday, June 27, 2004
The Sunday B4 School
Hey...Life is gonna be back to normal tomorrow... Actually not quite normal...'O's around the corner and well the pressure is building....Wish all my frenz out the gd luck for their 'O's....Today.. had my hair cut... Did the last piece of hmework... played a few games and watched TV...The brothers garcia was awesome today....well life is gonna be as dull as a mule from now on and we can only count on our frenz to make it lively....i'm beat so i am going off to bed... The Big One Signing Off...9:42 PM...ZzzZzzZzzz
27 june
hey all.... could'nt blog yesterday........came home at 12AM...haha i went out to study in the morning..was at potong mac at 9:30 am...ping came at 10:45 we studied till 12:30--1....then william came then ping intro us a new place to play online damn cheap $2 per hour...battle.net somemore...play until 7...then went to meet my old bball frenz...whaa they say i got improve sae....Most of them Join hougang meteor....haiz...Kenn, Kumar, Glendon....but still damn fun play until...10+ then we go makan...damn nice the nasi lemak....cheap also... take the last bus home so voila.....12 AM....any way....i will post another later on...The Big One Signing Off
Friday, June 25, 2004
$$$ Fly Away
Whaaaaaaa...today really was a money spending day.... currently 10:31 pm...Initailly started the day to study for our 'O' s, however william, ping, salman and i had an urge to play x-box....$8.40 per hour.....after that william ping and i went to Cyber Amazon...Like yesterday was not enough.... Played Enfo Team Survival nearly beat the boss...DAMN...well back to current news...we were supposed to study already made plans to get more peeps to join us....but what the heck....at least we studied and completed our primary objectives...Currently i am talking to william about Basket ball shoes... X.X has got some nice one's it seems... taking my time to scroll through them.....Too Bad i am low on cash they are really nice....waiting for nazreen to come online....Well that's about it i guess...This is the Big One Signing off.....
Thursday, June 24, 2004
YoooooooooooZ
My First blog........amazin what people can influence you into is'nt it.....current time 11:18pm IN singapore man it late.......Lets see.... went out with ping to day played at amazon for abt 7 hours plus..........crazy..What to do... currently talking to Naz on MSN.... damn funny talking to her... guess thats abt it....lets see what i'll write tomorrow.....nitex
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